Its Raining.

Yep, it is november and it is raining, it reminds me of that song by Guns N Roses "November Rain." Well it's been pretty crazy lately. I have attempted to get quite a bit done, and it's been going well so far. My husband and I have steped up to the plate with questions about getting, and eventually owning our own home. We have got the ball rolling, and shall see what happens. I'm not expecting anything right away. We have some thing to take care on our end first to make it happen.
I"m pretty proud that I have got all my information in to try and get indistrict fees at NMC. I hope and pray that this will happen for me. It would help a lot with the cost of college. If I haven't mentioned before my new path. My new path is that of a Bachlors in early childhood with the plan to take time off school after.
I need something brand new in my life, the hope for a future without always having to attend college, and to all those out their who say that I'll probably never go back, well that's my choice isn't it. (hmm I am such a scrooge.)
grrr arrrrh claimng white fluffy stuff soon, me I could do without except for on xmas. I am reading a great book "Skipping Christmas" by John Ghrism. I like it so far, just couldn't get into a heavy book like "The witching hour" right now.

Happy Holidays

Happy Holidays

Happy Holidays........
Thanks for reading my blog.....
I am currently working, shopping for the holidays.....


Hoping for an eighty degree's day soon, lol.Mckinely,

I hope your package arrived safely, another will arrive as soon as I can send it out, and NO Peaking!!!! Xmas only.


Bread chick if you are reading this please e-mail me your current location so I can send u a snail mail holiday greeting.:)


Made an appointment to talk with a real estate agent, not holding my breath about anything, but at least it is a start to see if anything is possible. We'll have to attend a home buyers work shop and more. There is a lot to do, and I know we cannot go into this lightly. We'll be getting advice from family and friends. I just don't want to throw my money away renting anymore if owning a home is a possiblity.

Take care and enjoy your holidays!!!!

Arcadia

Dreaming, and praying to find a more permanent residence.

(Originally posted at myspace, on the same date today. sorry for the inconvience but you will no longer be able to access my space from this site. It has been set to private, becuz u never know who's out there. Sorry for the inconvience to my friends who don't have a myspace :( )


Ok, so I finally feel like maybe I have had it. I am so wanting to be able to have a place of our own. Renting sometimes is something that most of us have had to deal with in our lives, if you are one of the lucky ones, you haven't had to do this. It isn't bad, but it is not fun. Currently I have a lot to do before I can even be like, that house is sooo cute I want it. I have done a bit of searchin and found that just maybe my dream might be possible. We have to go speak with a real estate agent, hoping we can find someone to help us find a decent affordable home on a tight budget. Then the other thing that is hard is that I want to finish school. I would like to at least have my associates in early childhood. I know some may think I have a lot on my plate, but I can't just stand by and keep givin my hard earned money away for nothing, if this could be possible. So I figure I'll get out there, and attack, to see if it is possible. I'm not sure if I'll always be in the retail business either and that bothers me cuz they don't like it when ya switch jobs. Gosh I know I am dreamin, but i"m gonna keep prayin, becuz I need a place to call my own, paint my own, sing my own, dream on my own, and be able to park w/o wonderin why I have to pay, and worry about a place to park my car cuz their arent' enough parkin spots and no spots are assigned, and more people keep movin in and how are we all suppose to park here? It's rough guys, n where i live u have to have a car, or ya don't get anywhere, public transit is bad. So all of ya out there holla to god for me, al right?
SUBDEFECTIVE GILMOre......
save me from the crazy world, give me hope, n send me an angel that will guide me and give me what i need, let me help others, but don't let them hurt me, it is a life of hope that I am looking for something to believe in, and more.
A bit of poetry from my side of maddness......

Holidays and Politics

The holidays are approching a lot faster then I expected them to. I guess that is how it always happens. The part that drives me batty are all the adds that commericalize this time of the season. It's not as if we don't have enough greed, starving or suffering in the world. The whole business area has to take advantage of the youth, and parents. I like to try to be cheerful during this time. This means trying not to buy into all of the hype based on material items. It's very easy to get into the I want mode. My grandmother this year wanted to know what I wanted for my birthday. I really had no clue. She mentioned a book Madonna is publishing, so that was nice. I really didn't expect much.
I just want to get through school and live the American dream, LOL. N what is that? A small home, maybe someday one kid, and a job with health benifits. That is my dream, pretty different from the way I once looked at the world, but when we are young it's easy to look at the world differently. Yeah, anything is possible, but it doesn't mean it's easy.
Also I voted, and I"m pretty happy with most of the proposals that went through for us. We shall see though what happens.
Byeee
ARCADIA

A Good Day....

:) So today it was sunny and not so warm, but the sunshine made me smile! The kids were all sugared up on candy, and somehow my day seemed to fly by. It was great, even did a little bit of running chasing the kids as tickle monster havin a good old time. It was nice. I also got some mail out so Mckinly, you should be getting a package in a couple of weeks. I am excited for ya to get it. check out my myspace if ya get a chance @ www.myspace.com/arcadia101 I just updated it!