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AMERICANS: We are tired of struggling in a country where we have so much, yet give our people so little. Budget cuts are being made everywhere. We are less and less: FOR THE PEOPLE, BY THE PEOPLE, it is not about the people anymore, just like T.V. isn't about Quality only ratings. This is my space, this is my quality, hopes, fears, and dreams, my stories I share with you.

Monday, July 18, 2005

Another Semester Of Hell on EARTH!!!!!!!!

No more Joan of Arcadia.... and in a couple of weeks it's back to class for a mere 1,300 dollars. I am so tired of it all..... It all seems so pointless, work for housing, food, phone, electric, water, waste, cable, and internet.... I just am so sick of everything, make me puke colors of a rainbow......
I just don't see the point of all this... I could learn from Joan. I wish I could just take what I learned and apply it to my regular life. I don't know what will keep me going this semester, or how I will be motivated. My motivation is down the drain right now floating in a resivoir somewhere in Indianna. Ugh, and no one listens, reads my blogs, supports my ideas, not here no, maybe I won't always have to be a nobody, but here I am..........
So whatever, life stinks, where's god, and why won't he show me what I need to do? What would Joan say??????
NOw I am bored, nothing profound to say. It's hot, muggy and shitty, and this summer was as boring as the last.
Ha, Ha, all work and no play, I took about 1week and a day off this entire summer, I went no where new, I have not yet seen any movies, I put almost all of my money besides stuff for bills towards a lame ass place called NMC that will only bug me for more ever I graduate!!!!!!!! Yes I'm going to rant, rave and Bitch, I'm sick of this shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Like I said, college is a rip off.... Your damned if you do and Damned if you don't.
ArCadia