Another Semester Of Hell on EARTH!!!!!!!!

No more Joan of Arcadia.... and in a couple of weeks it's back to class for a mere 1,300 dollars. I am so tired of it all..... It all seems so pointless, work for housing, food, phone, electric, water, waste, cable, and internet.... I just am so sick of everything, make me puke colors of a rainbow......
I just don't see the point of all this... I could learn from Joan. I wish I could just take what I learned and apply it to my regular life. I don't know what will keep me going this semester, or how I will be motivated. My motivation is down the drain right now floating in a resivoir somewhere in Indianna. Ugh, and no one listens, reads my blogs, supports my ideas, not here no, maybe I won't always have to be a nobody, but here I am..........
So whatever, life stinks, where's god, and why won't he show me what I need to do? What would Joan say??????
NOw I am bored, nothing profound to say. It's hot, muggy and shitty, and this summer was as boring as the last.
Ha, Ha, all work and no play, I took about 1week and a day off this entire summer, I went no where new, I have not yet seen any movies, I put almost all of my money besides stuff for bills towards a lame ass place called NMC that will only bug me for more ever I graduate!!!!!!!! Yes I'm going to rant, rave and Bitch, I'm sick of this shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Like I said, college is a rip off.... Your damned if you do and Damned if you don't.
ArCadia