A word of advice......

It is important that we share ourselfs with others leaving our ideas behind once our time is up in this world so wisdom is passed on to others. The more we give of ourselves the more we gain.

" I'm not afraid of dying, I'm afraid of not having enough time"-Baily"traveling pants"

I'm not sure if the below quote was really ever posted or not. Right now my emotions are invalid, numb, and just there. In the last day I have cried twice which for me is a lot. I feel stagnet, static, unmoving, bound, imobile, and confined to what I am not. Many People who surround me in my life tell me I am developing my potential. One day you'll have all those simplicity's you desire they say, and really they don't know. These people are only trying to build your confidence and give you false hope. This doesn't mean that you won't ever graduate from college, Probably will if I work hard, it just means you have to work harder. I really am in no place to even start anaylzing myself. I used to think I was so smart now I am only a girl working at goodwill trying to put myself some place that is looked upon as admirable instead of looked down upon by the middle class. My fiance says all humans make problems that the mind simply can't be without them. I just wish I could take those problems instead to turn them into possiblities, Ha Ha LOL. I know what I want to be, it's just that even the challenges I have faced don't make me into that person. I guess everyone knows what it's like to feel the world on there shoulders screaming at you...

Maybe

Good bye JOAN OF ARCADIA, a few of us loved and cared for you greatly. The few the minority that enjoyed quality televison, everyone else has been brain washed into the madness. I still say free speech is all that's left.

ARCADIA

"La la la la.... We Need Creativity not money, we need sharing not takig, we need to belong not to be apart, we need not gain, but givith... This is not how our world thinks, this is how my soul thinks. Take those who takith away, away... people need a house, a good job, but no one will give it."

LIfe, the world as we know it, not heaven, never can we have heaven on earth until the below description happens.

La la la la.... We Need Creativity not money, we need sharing not takig, we need to belong not to be apart, we need not gain, but givith... This is not how our world thinks, this is how my soul thinks. Take those who takith away, away... people need a house, a good job, but no one will give it.

THIS IS WHAT IS WRONG WITH TELEVISON!!

Joan of Arcadia was a profoundly unique show about a young girl's average life. She did not seek out god, but he sought her out himself. He found her worthy of truth, faith, and knowledge that she couldn't see in herself.
In the first episode many viewers saw Joan hanging with the in crowd, but latter she learned how to take on the perspectives of other classmates she normally would not have considered befriending, or envisions it as god giving her a situation where she could learn and grow through others. She discovers her true self through exploring the suggestions given to her by god. It’s not like the Angels in “Touched by an Angel”, he doesn’t say god loves and tell you what to go do, but god answers her questions with questions, god makes her think.
When people think of television they think of a nice night of relaxation. People do not view it as I am going to sit down and ponder what this episode of “Friend’s” means. This is the effect Joan had on it's viewers it gave them more then straight forward answers. It let you come to your own conclusions about the characters on a higher level, then just the show. As a viewer of this creation, I feel torn and upset about CBS's choice to abandon the show after the second season. My view was that if the show was to be dropped, or it was even considered that they would at least end it properly. It was ended very inappropriately. Many fans are fighting in order to SAVE JOAN, but I am worried that our support is not enough. The biggest problem created by CBS itself was time slot it was placed in. This was a Friday night slot at 8 p.m. when most adolescence are out with friends or renting movies. If the show had been moved to a different night during the 2nd season it may have had a better chance of surviving to the 3rd season. Now it is up to us the fans to support, and rock the networks to save this small part of quality television. What affects us the most is the question of how many viewers actually know what quality is now? There are so many children, and teenagers that only know the now of television. Who think nothing of the quality of what they are viewing, but only how is this going to keep me interested, is it going to make me laugh, cry, and do I have to think about this? In order for Joan to be saved more people have to get involved in the forum online. The address for all of the news and information is www.savejoanofarcadia.com the forum leader's name is Stephanie, and she will be sending you e-mails and updates. Please help save this show so quality television and our enjoyment of it can continue.

still working to save joan

HI I am still working to save joan! Go to www.savejoanofarcadia.com if you are interested in helping us. As for "The Traveling Pants" go see it!!!!

EATING IS WAY TO ENJOYABLE!!!! BUT THEN AGAIN YOU HATE BEING FAT, OVERWEIGHT, AND UNABLE TO FIT IN BEAUTIFUL CLOTHS, UGH!!!

I hate shopping for cloths, my mom and I did some shopping right before I came home. I can hardly wiggle my but into a size 12 anymore! That is depending on what brand and where I buy it. It seems no matter how I try to lose weight, even just to only eat til I'm full, it doesn't work. Food is just way to damn good, why? I sit down to eat three cookies that is 8grams of fat, and I feel like hmmm so good got to have three more 16grams of fat, gosh it really sucks. Then for dinner I had two bean burritos cuz I was to lazy to go to subway! NO more food tonight, ahh it is so annoying.

I had a good time visiting my mom anyway this last weekend. It was really nice, and I kept busy. I find that if i can keep myself busy I don't eat as much, maybe it's boredom I don't really know. I just know I want to be able to cram my ass into a size 10 by my weddding. I know i"m gonna have to kick my own butt into shape for that to happen. Ha ha. All my friends who said they would walk with me have been busy. Maybe my friend Mrs. P will walk with me tommorrow night after some subway, low fat crap.... ha ha. I actually think the fat free honey mustard isn't to bad. I wish we could just take a pill for lunch, breakfast, and dinner, then no one would be over weight!!!!! :)
Oh well, life sucks sometimes. ahhh. I made it through work today at least that is a plus and i didn't bing eat like you know eat my dinner and after cookies keep eating. Thank god. I def. have to make some ice cubes for water. I've been trying to drink at least three glasses a day. Yeah I know you are suppose to have 8, but if i can get to three I'll be lucky.
Goodbye for now. I'm gonna make a bracelet or something.
ARcadia

there are no titles in life, only words......

HI I am going on vacation for three days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!home sweet home, no more yucky goodwill for a whole weekend. How cool is that. Now if someone would just read my entries and respond to them that would be cool, but no one out in cyberspace knows who I am. That sucks!!! TTFN-ta ta for now. Always ARCADIA