Life is hazy, blind, still, pain, but I am fine, and I wil smile.

I recently just today read about problems created by using myspace. It makes me sad because I really like that site, but with so many people trying to hurt others, and put them down, in excrushiating ways, it is sad. Our world is sad, and I wish it was beautiful again.

My quotes: Homework leads to depressions

One person's view stifulls another

hurt is down deep, who needs a knife? I don't need to hurt myself physically to bleed.

Beauty isn't always pretty

Glamour is false
Perspectives can hurt, murder, mame, if not looking at all.
do not impale me with your thoughts of wisdom,
It pushes me
in the wrong direction
Give hope, not hate.



Subdefective Gilmore, no longer arcadia.

Arcadia has left me, and it's ok.

TTYL

Uncontrollable

No matter
it comes at me like a knife
without the ice
to dull the pain
I feel it coming
a two edge sword
ripping apart my heart
tearing my hope
shredding my inner peace
all I want is you to take me
take this pain
I can't explain
not of me, or in me, only outside of me
I cannot control.