Almost Christmas/rantins of Arcadia

It's not quite yet christmas, but I know before I can sing all of my favorite tunes it will be here. Every year I sit and wonder if I will be able to see everyone, or even those people I didn't get to see last year. Their is a rumor that one side of my family is going to have a get together with my grandfather in his home. I"m not sure what is exactly going on with it. I would have liked to know though. I was able this year to get everyone a little something. Now I am starting to try to save up again, lol. I look at myself now, and think maybe I am just an over achiever. At times I keep thinking about how I am going to wrap up college, but I have an angst inside of me that wants me to keep attending til I get something out of it. I just e-mailed my advisor about what I would need to get my AA in Early Childhood thorough NMC. I heard a rumor through some friends that I only need one more class after the one in May to obtain it, and wanted to get the facts. I am really determined, or at least like to think that I am enough to at least obtain a bachlors degree even if it takes me years to do so. That is one class at a time Mrs. Mcurty!!!!!!!!! I hate to be mean, but I am gonna say it IN YOUR FACE. HA HA MAKES ME FEEL BETTER. The thing I love most about myself is that I never give up, and even if I do most of the time I dust myself off and get back to work even if it is a differnt path then before. I don't want to brag, but I don't think everyone can say that about themselfs. I do know that I have good qualities, but what I want and have always wanted was to be able to wow people who thought I was nothing in high school, even though people say it doesn't matter, it would sure feel good.
:)
ARCADIA
As my good friend Julia would say "Thank god for sarcasm!"