Bad Dreams/Smooth sailing....

I woke up at six am this morning in fear. I had the worst nightmare about a close friend I've known since first grade. I don't want to go into detail, but she died in my dream. It was on a saterday night, and she was still currently in college. I really hope this was just a dream like I kept telling myself this morning. I finally was able to go back to sleep. It's really freaky when you dream dreams that seem so real! This only happens to me when I am really tired, and I have been having a hard time sleeping lately.
On a postive note we were able to get a new televison trade for the evil one that quite working. We also had our computer re-done because of virus problems and put a a new virus protector. I really hate those nasty people that put virus on others computers. It is of coarse a cyber war out there. In order to help save for our future home my husband and I down graded our cable to 13 channels. I am also hoping it will curb my habit of always turning to the T.V. for entertainment. When I was a kid I wanted me time, so I would always have to go to my room to get away from everyone. Since when your a kid there isn't much to do in your room I would read, color, or find some other way to be creative. Now as an adult with many options and choices I find that this creativity has been lost with gaining accessablity to things I didn't have as a kid.
I haven't even Painted one painting since the end of my Painting One class. One reason I give myself is I wouldn't dare want to spill turpintine in the apt. It's not ours and I would have to replace the carpeting, and that would be a big mess. This is another reason I hope for a home. I have to think about things though like where I will work and have that established before we rush into anything so it will still be a while. I was hoping it would be at the end of this year. Well we'll see what happens, one day at a time.
Arcadia