THIS WEEK I HAVE FELT CRAZY, HAVE I LOST MY HEAD?

DO YOU EVER HAVE WEEKS WHERE YOU FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING YOU TOUCH TURNS TO DUST? THIS IS THAT WEEK FOR ME. FIRST IT STARTED BY ME DROPPING THINGS, THEN SAYING THE WRONG THINGS, AFTER THIS MY BOSS DECIDED THAT SHE WOULD FORGET TO DO MY HAIR FOR ME. ALL I WANTED WAS A FEW HOURS OF HER TIME. SHE WAS THE ONE THAT OFFERED FIRST ALSO MAY I ADD. SO ABOUT TWO WEEKS AGO WE WERE SUPPOSE TO MEET TO GET THIS DONE. WELL SHE HAD OTHER PLANS AND WANTED TO WAIT. SHE EVEN SAID SHE WOULD MAKE AN APPOINTMENT FOR ME AND PAY FOR IT. I WAS SO VERY HAPPY AND GREATFUL AT THE TIME. WELL SATERDAY CAME AND WENT, AND NO SHE DIDN'T TAKE ME, AND HAD NOT EVEN MADE THE APPOINTMENT. SHE SAID SHE WOULD TRY TO DO IT HERSELF FIRST. I WAS STILL HAPPY SHE WANTED TO DO MY HAIR, THEN SUNDAY CAME, AND SHE WAS NOT HOME WHEN I CALLED HER, I CALLED AGAIN, AND STILL NOT THERE. SO THEN WENT BY HER HOUSE THINKING MAYBE AFTER A FEW HOURS SHE WOULD REMEMBER. SO I TOOK THE DIVE AND SAID FORGET IT, AND I TRIED IT MYSELF. NOW I KNOW EVERYONE ELSE WOULD THINK THAT IT WAS A MASSIVE RUIN, BUT I KIND OF LIKE BEING DIFFERERNT. I KNOWT THAT THE FELLOW EMPLOYEES AND MY BOSS WILL FEEL DIFFERENTLY. MOST LIKELY I'LL HAVE TO REDYE IT, OR MAYBE SHE'LL FINALLY REALIZE I WAS TIRED OF WAITING. I WAITED ALL DAY SATERDAY MY DAY OFF, I CLEANED THE APT SO I WOULD BE READY WHEN SHE CALLED AND SHE NEVER DID. THANK GOODNESS I DIDN'T WAIT AROUND FOR HER SUNDAY. SHE NEVER EVEN HAD THE DECENCY TO CALL. IT SEEMS LIKE A LOT OF PEOPLE HAVE EXCUSES FOR ME RIGHT NOW IN THE MOST IMPORTANT TIME OF MY LIFE. THIS IS NOT WHAT I NEED. BREADCHICK NO NEED TO WORRY I WON'T RUN FROM THE ALTER, I MAY JUST RUN FROM MY MOM'S MOTHER THOUGH. LOL OK ENOUGH OF THE COMPLAINING FOR TONIGHT. GOD MUST THINK I AM NEVER HAPPY.
ARCADIA