The Need to Succeed, Subsides.

Ok, so maybe I am a little bit of an overachiver for my IQ size, but I think I am finally over wanting to be more then who I already am. Again, it may just be the end of the semester! That is really sad since this semester has not been as difficult as the last couple of years of my education. I am however looking forward to my summer vacation. I go from acadamia, to workaholic, LOl. I have to start saving since my college is raising it's tuition yet again. I hope to finish school real soon. That is within this coming fall and spring semester if god grants me the rights, as well as oppertunities. I am ready and willing to throw in the towel of knowledge, only after I achive a small feet of a Certificate in early childhood. Yet I feel like I am defeated in those who I wished to push on the ground. The people who said I'd never be anyone but a bagger at a grocery store, or fast food sever, ect. However many college graduates our, its our society, the way things are being played against the smaller people, and it's getting worse. Yet you who read my blogs never comment on them, so how am I to know that you even care about my plight or others? In my defense and others, start standing up, or don't complain. I've been pushing myself for almost ten years of college now. I am still a small person, they are still pushing the brick down on me. The harder I try to climb up that ladder the quicker they are laying the bricks down. The bricks for the elite to stay strong, and the average man or women to get weaker. Is this what you really want? This is why my need to succeed has subsided. I am tired from the fight, and many others don't even want to attempt it. This is a "sick sad world" As Daria would say.
ARCADIA-losing hope for our future......Give me hope and Comment!!!!!!